Gone

Its drawing the life out of me….slowly.

Each day I discover something else is gone.and as much as I try to clutch to whatever is left,It slowly and gently pulls it out of my grip.All I can do is watch as my life is taken away from me.

Everything I have struggled to have for this moment, everything I denied myself to have is being grabbed from my grip.

As much as I’m trying to keep a positive attitude, my strength is running out.

and I dont know if I can hold out for much longer.

@#$%^*

@#$%^*

I have completely lost myself… and I dont even know what that means.

Iused to be this person , that’s all I can think about.Now I have become this other person that I am struggling to find out who they are.

I just want to go back. I liked it better then.

Help me…