It’s not that bad

I wanted it to matter. Everything.

But still I dont have the five ‘galfriends’ (damn that sitcom), and didn’t graduate with a first class,I dont have “the job” I wanted right after graduation or live in a place where privacy is not a luxury

And guess what, I’m here, alive and breathing. I dont know why all this time I thought if I didn’t have all these things then my life would be over.Somehow I thought I needed them to be someone.

I dont.

I am here without all these things and not “affected” in any way!

I’m not saying I wanted the finest things in life, just what i thought was basic for me to ’survive’ . But I made it this far didn’t I?

If anything, I’m starting to get the hang of living alone, and loving it! I have all this space to myself,eat whatever, do the dishes and laundry whenever. I know I don’t want anything to disrupt that, for now. I should say it’s working out pretty well!

That was my vanity list. What’s yours?