I just CANT

I have just watched trailer of the film “SoulMate”.
Its a movie I’d like to watch.

That said, I dont want to be 60, single and satified(Although that should work for now ,lol!). To tell you the truth,I’M SCARED.Just from watching the trailer. I dont know if the film gives advice to single (and currently unattached) people like myself or just gives statistics or if its some group discussion …I dont know
I’m in my early twenties and single and it just hit me; I [gulp] may be a statistic one day!

If you’ve watched the film, PLEASE let me know what you thought. Maybe I’m just exaggerating.

If you havent go to soulmatefilm.com to watch the trailer

Update

I have updated my About Me page created a new page, Mimi meme. Feel free to check it out! !

I’ve used a meme that everyone loves to hate but hey…

Lemme know what you think.

Hold it right there!

"A man without self-control
is as defenseless as a city with broken-down walls"
 -(Proverbs 25:28).

Dear Self,

I know I have beaten you down

Called you a lot of things

But not today

That said,  I want to

Put a restraint

on every

habit that has brought down my character

perspective that holds me back

indulgence that makes me think

that “I’m treating myself”

but is instead breaking me down

Today

I’ll believe in my self

But I wont overindulge

I’ll let myself go

I need to live this life

but I wont let it ruin this very life

I’ll live

But I refuse to kill you with the same stone

Love

Me

I dont why, but I’m kinda sad

It’s funny how we treat people when they are alive and then mourn for them when they are gone. Its something about the human race that I’m never going to understand

Rest In Peace, MJ.

REadY tO liVe nOW

I dont have everything I’ve always wanted
But..
I’m done with High School,
Even College,
I have moved out of the parents house,
Have my own furniture,
HAVE lost weight…
Have a job,
manage my own finances(mostly),

And yet I’m still waiting for my life to start…

waiting
For me to get a “better job”,
For that guy to come and sweep me off my feet,
For my (imaginary) career in —— to take off,
For me to travel to that city I have always wanted to go to,
To learn how to play that instrument or game,
To make those new friends,
For all my dreams to come true!
For me to be happy.

but now…

maybe I will
maybe I should stop
waiting

Coz now

I’m ready to start.

God knows I need it

The last few posts have been really… really. O.k I dont know what to call it but what I’m trying to say is that I’m currently going through a rough patch and I need a break from it all

So I looked around the net for some “positive quotes” and “tips on how to live positively” . I’m just trying to keep on living, as opposed to just existing.I have been having a problem ‘believing these “tips and quotes” but my life needs a new turn.

Feel free to hate me but God knows I need it .

So here goes;
Apparently,

Positive thinking is a mental attitude that admits into the mind thoughts, words and images that are conductive to growth, expansion and success.

It is a mental attitude that expects good and favorable results.A positive mind anticipates happiness, joy, health and a successful outcome of every situation and action.

Whatever the mind expects, it finds.

Tip; Let your hopes, not hurts, shape your future.

Tip; Listen to positive music. It’s a great way to remain positive.

“When you get to the end of the rope, tie a knot and hang on.”
- Franklin D Roosevelt

“History will be kind to me, for I intend to write it.”
- Winston Churchill

Tip; Walk, swim or engage in some other physical activity. This helps to develop a more positive attitude.

I’m not saying I’ll turn into this happy-go-lucky, jumpy, ever smiling ,clown person. I’m just looking for a boost since I’m trying to “move on”.(Yeah  I decided to  find the answers for myself, ha!).

Feel free to add on to the list. As I said, I need it.

On

As in moving on…

Anyway, this is a follow up to this post.

Seems like moving on hasn’t been that easy. After you let go, then what?

I thought having the ‘right attitude’, ‘thinking positive’,blah blah… would cut it. It doesn’t.

The issues is moving on after forgiving and all that stuff. I’m at this point where I’m asking myself, where do I go from here?Yeah fine , I have done all that stuff,so? I want to “move on” but to what?

This feels like making one right step forward and ten steps back.

I do want to move on from this rut though…